Tuesday, November 30, 2010

12:21 AM

I miss those days. Where i came home after school and had nothing to do. Now, my weeks always packed with having to meet people or work on assignments and stuff. Sigh. Ive no time for myself anymore..



Monday, November 29, 2010

2:54 PM

" life was an on-going challenge with new problems to resolve and manage."
~Minister mentor Mr Lee Kuan Yew Eulogy Mrs Lee Kuan Yew~



2:54 PM

" life was an on-going challenge with new problems to resolve and manage."
~Minister mentor Mr Lee Kuan Yew Eulogy Mrs Lee Kuan Yew~



2:54 PM

" life was an on-going challenge with new problems to resolve and manage."

Till death do us part. Scary aint it? Death. You dont know where you'll head to next. If there is an after life. If you'll ever meet the people youve grown fond of again. If..its gonna be for the better or worse...

To everyone i know whos passed on, RIP



2:33 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEPHANIE.
I LOVE YOU BABE! :D



Sunday, November 28, 2010

12:42 AM

Okay check this out. I think its preety cool!

Incantation Type of spell / charm Resulting Effect
Accio Charm Summons an object
Alohomora Charm Opens locked objects
Aparecium Spell Reveals invisible ink
Avada Kadavra Curse Murders opponent Unforgivable
Avifors Charm Turns small objects into birds.
Avis Spell Launches birds from your wand
Crucio Curse Tortures opponent Unforgivable
Confundus Charm Used to confuse opponent
Conjunctivitis Curse Damages opponents eyesight
Deletrius Spell Counters "Prior Incatato"
Densaugeo Spell Enlarges Teeth
Diffindo Spell Splits seams
Dissendium Spell Opens "One eyed witch" hump
Engorgio Charm Enlarges and item
Ennervate Spell Counters Stupefy
Expecto Patronum Charm Creates a Patronus
Expelliarmus Charm Disarms your opponent
Ferula Spell Creates bandages
Fidelius Charm Hides a secret within someone
Finite IncantatumSpell Stops any current spells
Flipendo Jinx Knocks an object backwards
Furnunculus Curse Produces boils on opponent
Homorphus Charm Lockhart's Werewolf "cure"
Immobulus Charm Renders target immobile.
Impedimenta Charm Slows an advancing object
Imperio Curse Controls a person Unforgivable
Impervius Charm Makes an object repel water
Incendio Spell Starts a fire
Legilimens Spell Allows the caster to delve into the mind of the victim
Locomotor Mortis Curse Locks opponents legs
Lumos Spell Creates light at wand tip
Mobiliarbus Charm Moves objects with wand
Mobilicorpus Spell Moves unconscious bodies
Morsmorde Spell Conjures the Dark Mark
Nox Spell Counter to Lumos
Obliviate Charm Erases memories
Orchideous Spell Conjures a bunch of flowers
Petrificus Totalus Spell Body - Bind
Point Me Charm Wand acts like a compass
Priori IncantatumSpell Result when brother wands duel
Prior Incantato Spell Reveals a wands last spell / cast
Protego Charm Cause spells to reflect back to the sender.
Quietus Spell Counter spell for Sonorus
Reducio Spell Returns items to original size. Counters Engorgio
Reducto Spell Blasts solid objects aside
Relashio Spell Releases user from binding
Repairo Spell Repairs Things
Rictusempra Charm Tickles opponent
Riddikulus Spell Use this spell and laugh to defeat a boggart
Scruge Charm Destroys ectoplasm (remains of ghosts)
Serpensortia Spell Produces Snake
Sonorus Spell Amplifies voice
Stupefy Spell Knocks out opponent
Tarantallegra Spell Forces opponent to dance
Waddiwasi Spell Unsticks an object
Wingardium LeviosaCharm Makes on object fly



12:05 AM

Dont you ever think that 24 hours a day is too little? With the way society is and with the way our lifestyles is as such, is 24 hours a day really enough? I think its truly amazing how the clock works. Amazing yet at the same time scary. I mean its like counting the number of days left before we leave the earth. Isnt it? Its also amazing cause it creates a system. But why this technologically advanced society? Seriously. Why not the caveman way of living where everything was way simpler. Eat, sleep, love, live.

Anyways ive realised i miss doing GP!



Thursday, November 25, 2010

12:32 AM

I was having a bad day on Tuesday. But my favourite ladies cheered me up. Thanks loves! <3

Oh man whyy? Whyy? Why do we have to make choices in life. They say the most important decisions in life are always the hardest. You know what? Its true! I broke up with Siva. Okay WE broke up. May 16 2010. Its like almost 5 months now and im not a single bit over him. Yes ive gone out on dates, yes ive flirted with other guys. But none of it is working. I miss Siva sooo much and want him back. No one is ever gonna be as good as he is. And im confidently saying this not cause ive not met others out there but because ive already been out with many guys on dates and none of them reached out to me. There are like say 4-5 SINCERE guys who are after me. All very very nice. Boy friend material and all. But..i dont like them. I love Siva. Sigh. Siva, Siva, Siva. I miss you baby. :( Wish i could just show you how much ive changed. I bet you'd be so proud of me.

Don't you ever think how some things are kinda weird? Like...i lost them and went through a lot, emotionally and mentally. Then Siva came into the picture and left. And now that hes gone, i think he made me become what i am today: a better person like idk like there was a reason for him to come into my life and that was to teach me to become a better person? And then now that im..managing in life, comes back and it feels nice...comfortable..cause ive missed you soooo much but sometimes it feels weird cause...i dont know it WAS a year and a half. No its not a bad thing. Its a good thing. A good feeling. I guess its just the time luh. Its weird how time really heals stuff.
Like sometimes when i think of the phrase lifes a bitch or time heals and all, i find myself in a state of shock cause you know people always say these stuff and we hear it and feel nothing? Its different when you go through it cause then u know that all these cliche lines and all are really true.




Thursday, November 11, 2010

11:29 AM

I miss this. I miss that. I miss everything. Was it really my fault to begin with? Would i have been happier living with the lie instead? As life gets tougher and tougher to live with, i come to realise theres really no way out.



Tuesday, November 9, 2010

1:28 AM

I cry myself to sleep every night...:'(



1:23 AM

Sigh..back to emo mode. I thought the nightmare was over. Apparently not. Facing problems that never ended and problems that are going to begin soon. God help me please...