Thursday, August 28, 2008

3:12 AM

Its a Thurday....and its 3.12am now...BUT....this entry is meant for Wednesday...
I chose not to go to school...some stomach sickness...
Anyways, ended up sleeping the whole day...woke up and went for yatra....
I felt soooo happy and IN at yatra with people of my kind.
However, went for yatra only to find out that my particular medley rehearsal was cancelled.
DAMN!
But nevermind cause i helped out with the props.
Then i went home with Maithilli, Nishanthi and Raj.
And then i met NC and Azri at Northpoint Mac around 12am...
Ate...and we all went home.
I walked back with NC ofcourse...
Reached home at 1.45am.
And im currently trying to decide...if i should stay up and study or SLEEP!

Yatra = my happiness
Yatra people = my happiness
School currently = my misery
School people = !@#$%&
My life with yatra only= AWESOME
My life with school only = @#$%&€
My life with school and yatra = bad at first, good in the end...
Thus, i NEED yatra and the yatra people..



Wednesday, August 27, 2008

12:55 PM

Woahhhh! I cant believe im gonna say this but i REALLY had no time to blog at all...everyday its school, yatra....school yatra,.....school yatra....Bleahh

These past few days, got some problem in school with some people. I dont really know how it started...and going for yatra after school made my day..the people there are damn nice and funny to be with. But i think the problem is gonna get solved. Hopefully luh..

I didnt go to school today....cause i reached home at 1240am yesterday and only slept at 2am and had to be in school around 730am so that means i had to wake up around umm....530am...Bleahhhhhhh not enough time!



Sunday, August 24, 2008

10:09 PM

Okay...yes it been a while since ive blogged...

On Friday, Azima and i stayed back in school and made a cup like thingy out of clay for Mr Sengy for teachers day. We still got to do another one for Ms Hong. Then we went home and i met Govan around 9.20pm at Khatib Mac. He taught me maths until like 10.45pm. Then we became really sleepy. So we met up with his cousins and drank tiger beer at the coffee shop. That was like until 11.55pm. Then i took a taxi home.

Yesterday, i met Divya at Woodlands MRT station at 8.30am. I also happened to see Laffyette there. So the 3 of us took the train. Laff was going for tuition so he dropped off at Chua Chu Kang MRT. Div and i continued on to NUS. We had rehearsal for Yatra till 7.30pm. But Div and i left the place at 6.45pm. Then i rushed down to Holland Village to meet up with my dad, vicky, my sis and sherman. We had Thailand food at Thailand Express for my sisters belated birthday dinner. Then we went home.

Today, i woke up in the morning, bought breakfast, ate and slept till 4.30pm. Then i woke up, ate lunch, went to Causeway point, bought stuff for the Yatra dance and came home. ...



Wednesday, August 20, 2008

10:22 PM

IM OFFICIALLY DEPRESSED!
Im uber sick luh...NOW, ive got fever, flu, cough, sore throat and phlemgs. And, maths!!! I only know how to do 2 chapters out of the 7. Its really embarrassing me being in the first maths class not being able to answer my teachers questions when everyone else can. =(
The promos are coming...
And with the social problem in school...
Sighs...STRESS!



Tuesday, August 19, 2008

1:09 PM

I didnt go to school today again...why? = im sick!!!
Bleahh....
I still got to go to NUS for the medley dance rehearsal later at 6pm.



Monday, August 18, 2008

11:45 PM

Went to school late.
Met Nithiya on the way.
Today wasnt so bad.
Except for the part that im not feeling well and that dumb family problem.
I saw Joel in the train!
Yay...finally.
Haha..aights.
Im gonna go study or do whats got to be done for tomorrow.
=)



Sunday, August 17, 2008

10:18 PM

Aights im back. Yesterday was Bala's 21st Birthday. Soooo...HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BALA! He had a birthday chalet and invited me over. It was in Changi - Biggin Hill terrace A.

I woke up early to meet Kumari and Bala at Century Shopping Centre at Tampines to pass them the balloons i helped them to buy. Bala likes Germany. So we got him black, red and yellow balloons. The colours of the German flag. We had a drink at the food junciton and then i headed off to my dads place.

When i got there, my sis (who reached there before me) and i waited for them all to get ready. And then we went over to Uma's house to see Reshmi(their new born daughter - 8 months old). Then, we went to my dad's new house in Pasir Ris. It was my first time seeing the almost completed house. I have to say, it was quite interestingly colourful. The kitchen was orange and white, the alter was red and white, the sofa was purple, the built in cabinet meant for the tv set was grey, the coffee table was yellow, the dinning table was gold, the other sofa was brown, the curtains were yellowish orange, the walls were pink and there was a in house fountain which looked alot like a tomb stone with the smoke effect. Haha yeah...interesting aye?

After seeing the house, we went to East Coast for Vicky's family day company chalet. We were there from about 6.30pm to about 9pm. And then my dad sent me to Bala's chalet.

By the time i got there, WALAU!, a lot of people i knew left. Majority of the people left were Bala's friends -all guys. We stayed up the entire night and drank and played games and talked crap and all. It was fun. And i was the youngest over there. The rest were like 20 plus. The oldest was 24 years old. But they are really nice people. Funny ones too. I like being in the company. Hmm yeah nothing much happened.

Kumari's younger sis, Amala also stayed over. About half of the people left early in the morning. The rest left later on in the morning. Amala, Nanda, his cousin and i walked over to Changi Village to have nasi lemak for breakfast. Then Amala and i headed back to the chalet while the guys went back home. Amala, Kumari and i gossiped abit in the room and then slept for a while. When we woke up, Amala and cabbed back first cause we had things to do. Everything was really fun.

I got back, took a nice shower and slept till 7pm. Im currently watching the Olympics and blogging. OMG! I L.O.V.E todays one- the athletes. Go Kenya! I support you. =D




Wednesday, August 13, 2008

8:12 PM

Sighs...a lot of problems in school....friends, studies, cca...=(

I wish that i was her that day. I wish that i followed him and was there to stand by him...I wish things didnt turn out this way and i wish that i never came to MI and to the school i was aiming to go to in the first place. I wish i never got distracted by you and did better for my O levels...




I wish i will be able to stop regreting all this one day and to stop making the same mistakes over and over again.




Ive turned cold towards you people...



Tuesday, August 12, 2008

6:38 PM

Sighs....shit happened today....it sucks but im not gonna let myself get affected by you guys. I know what kind of people you already are. And it is a fact that a lot of people cannot be trusted in our class..ohwells...



Monday, August 11, 2008

10:39 PM

I was supposed to follow him to church on Christmas eve for mass two years ago...=(



10:12 PM

Bleahh life sucks...but you have to go on.

1. I hate MI
2. I hate the people in MI
3. I hate myself for being so lazy when a few years ago before setting my eyes on Pradeep, i wasnt.
4. I need to find my old self back
5. I need to not get distracted by the simplest things
6. Ive become cold towards alot of things and people
7. I need to study and PASS my promos...
8. I need to think properly if i want to continue with the A's or transfer out to NP or SP next year.



Sunday, August 10, 2008

9:00 PM

Okay..this is bad...41 days to my promos and ive not started studying. Sighs,..okay okay...must do SouthEast Asian History today...

Hmmm i met cass in the morning...hung around church for a while...then met my sis around 12pm. My sis and i walked to Northpoint and took a bus to the Changi Airport - terminal 3. We ate lunch at secret recipe and then headed down to the Expo because there was a borders cook fair. I bought 5 books and they were all only 4 bucks each. Cool stuff man! And then we headed back to Changi Airport. Ate dinner at Poppeye's and went back home.

When i got home i heard wonderful news. - 4 dee crew didnt get in dhool. HAHAHHA! Okay i know this is mean and this only goes out to two people i HATE. So yeah...okay im gonna read abit and then study History and then....maybe watch a hindi movie and go to bed.



Saturday, August 9, 2008

7:23 PM

Yesterday ( 08.08.08) was the national day celebrations in school. It was okay luh. I still prefer YTSS'S national day celebrations a zillion times more. We celebrated Ms Hongs birthday cause it happens to fall on national day which is today.
HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY MS HONG!!! =D











After the celebrations, we had an extra lit class. Thank goodness it was carried out this time. I rushed back to Yishun GV after the lit class. Took the train with Brian. When i reached Yishun, i had to find for the Yatra people. I found them and they told me to go home and rest and come back later cause everything will start only around 5pm plus. And it was only 2pm plus then. So i said okay. I got home, took a shower and slept. Then i went back around 7pm.

Jafar was already there. So we started to publicize Yatra. I was holding onto a poster the entire time. We walked around the Northpoint and Yishun MRT area shouting Yatra cheers. It was fun but my voice definitely hurts. We ended around 9pm. Then i waited for Jafar to wash the paint off his face and we went home. While waiting for him though, i bumped into a lot of people. One of them was teacher Gabriel and his family. I saw Iggy ofcourse. That got me thinking on how much i was missing without having a whole family and all. Cause i bet that if we were still a whole, we will be doing lotsa family stuff which is something i long for. And since i cant change whats happened, i cant wait to start my own family and make up for what i lost or rather am loosing right now.

Today(which is NATIONAL DAY), i woke up and went to NUS in the morning to find out that i wasnt needed today. Im not the assistant stage manager anymore. No time luh. Must study. So instead, im dancing for the medly. And rehearsals start only next week. Bleahhhh. I went home and slept. Just woke up. Woahh i really need a lot of sleep man! My eyes looks awful with all the really dark rings and eye bags and all. The sleep helped me abit but the ugliness is still there...sighs.

By the way, i just realised i didnt blog about the SP dance competition MINNERVA. -Okay basically...im not being a sore loser but the judges were biased and gave us consolation but we really did deserve a third place. It was great by the way. Thanks guys for coming down to support me - Saravanan and friend, Jess, Cass, Bren, NC and friend, family members.



Wednesday, August 6, 2008

10:44 PM

Last week was really a pain in the ass! I had to go for dance rehearsals every single day after school and ill reach home around 12am plus. Thus, ending up not finishing my homework and going to school the next day. We even had the rehearsal on Saturday and on Sunday. The actualy competition was on Sunday. Okay luh. We got consolation. However, everyone thought that we should have gotten 3rd place instead. Its okay. The judges were biased against our school. No really...its true! And we know our standard is up there. So yeah...=)

Excluding Towfiq, we all took an mc for Monday cause we needed the break. The doctor gave me an mc for yesterday also. So i took advantage of it. Haha! I met Brian yesterday in the evening to work on our literature presentation.

Today, i went to school. But i was moody. Why? Cause i felt so darn miserable. I hate it in MI. Stupid school...stupid rules. I really dont know how much more nonsense i can take already. Also, i really dont know if im gonna make it to year 2 next year. If i dont then it will be a poly. But....will i get a place??? =(

Sighs...im stressed up and i need sleep. Im soo worried....=(