Sunday, November 30, 2008

3:58 PM

29th and 30th November 2008
I met Cass around 5pm and stayed over at Darlene's. We went to Tampines Safra to look for a job. When we got back, we watched College Road Trip and half of Mohabatein. Then Ian came and we crapped the whole night until 6am. And slept till 9am plus. Woke up and Cass and i cabbed down to church. Met Shannon and his family and John for mass. Oh we colour coordinated again! Shannon and i were in blue and white and Cass was in white. =D After mass, i accompanied Cass till her parents came and Shannon left. At home, my cousin Xavier, was helping us to paint our living room. Thanks! =)

28 November 2008
Cass and i met at 8am outside OCBC and had breakfast at Mac. Then Bingei and Shannon came and we took a bus to Harbourfront to meet Nessa at 10am. But we were a few minutes late cause the bus ride was really long. We nearly got kicked out cause we were all high and were making a lot of noise. The bus driver shouted at us and was like ''Public bus ah! Public bus!''. Haha. We all colour coordinated. Shannon and i were in black while Cass, Bingei and Nessa were in white. Its always the case! We always colour coordinate which is a good thing cause it shows how our minds think alike and how meant to be we are for each other. =D When we got to Sentosa, we ate, took lotsa pictures and played games like Chop Chilli Chop Chilli Chop Chop Chop, Cassies animal game and something else. Then we played with the sand. We burried Cass and then we played soccer and played in the water. It was all very fun. They brought me deep into the water when i was afraid. Thanks guys. Then we washed up and left the place around 630pm. The rest left while Cass and i had dinner at Superdog. Then Cass met Ian while i went to meet NC and Para. We went up the hill beside my house and talked and talked till 1130pm. Then i went home.

27 Nov 08
Cass and i went to eunos mrt for some job thingy but the guy didnt come. So we went to Orchard to find for a job. Then we met NC and Para and went to Yishun Mac for dinner. Then Azri came. But Cass and i had to leave to buy the food for Sentosa the next day.

26 Nov 08

I met Shannon and Cass under block. Gave them the gifts and told them the Cambodia stories. Then we went for breakfast at Syed and went over to Shannon's house. Then he left for work and Cass and i went to orchard to get brendan's pills.

16-25 Nov - Cambodia

Okay...when i was at the airport, i was really feeling sick and didnt want to go but i didnt have much of a choice. We are an hour ahead of Cambodia and the plane is only about 1hour 45 mins long. The weather there is somewhat like Singapore with a lot more wind and the people are all really humble and friendly! The food was bad though. I didnt enjoy it. It was mostly pork and beef.

On the first day, we just toured around the Angkor Wat Temples. Thats where Angelina Jolie went to shoot Tomb Raider. I bought a painting of the temple. That night, we slept at the hotel in the city. My room mate was the teacher, Ms Ajmoon, cause i wasnt feeling well so the other teachers wanted her to take care of me.

The second day, we visited an orphanage. The children there are sooo adorable! You know...while i was carrying a child on my left and leaning against this table...a child standing on the table jumped onto my back and another one clung onto my right leg. Haha they were so much fun to play with! And they are soo different from Singaporean children. Then we went to the BBLC(Boys brigade learning centre) site at the village, Siem Reap. The BBLC is like a free english tuition place for kids who cant afford school or kids who can go to. I built roads in the morning and taught english in the afternoon. The morning kids are like 6-14 years old. The afternoon kids are 15-20 years old. I made a lot of friends! And that night when we had dinner, there were sooo many flies so we switched off the light. My friend Charles, he used the torch to see what he was eating and we found out that we've been eating flies...they were all over our food. Hahahaha. Oh BBLC is in the village and thus we slept in the village also. Umm 10 of us squeezed in 1 room.

The third day, the same things happened. I built roads in the morning and taught in the afternoon. The only difference was that there were more flies. This time, enough to make my whole body! Oh! The insects there are HUGE! The millipede, grasshopper and geko(lizard) are like the full size of a plate. But i prefer bigger insects to smaller ones. I dont feel soo scared when i see them. I slowly got better by the third day. The second night at the village was when we experienced stuff. The generator gets shut down at 10pm. So theres no more light and the dog will start to howl. They have their own dog at BBLC by the way. Its name is toffee. Its really cute. Yeah so the first night, my teacher heard someone trying to bang open the door. My friend heard breaths beside her when it was only a wall and it played with my friends feet. Another teacher also heard stuff. Im not sure what exactly.

The fourth and fifth day, the same things happened.

The sixth day, there were no road building activity cause it was completed...our names are on the road!!! And there were also no lessons cause my group had to put up a performance. We danced and sang for the kids and they enjoyed it. That night, i woke up and saw a black figure walking up and down really really fast. But it wasnt any one from my room. No one was in black. And then around 4am plus, my friends and i heard a child crying inside the room.

The seventh day, we went to pouk high school. Its the government school my students at BBLC go to. We met them there are they showed us around. We also went to the silk farm to see how silk is made. I ate one of the silk worms. Haha...they fry it and said its like a snack there. So i tasted it. Not everyone did. But it tasted a lot like over cooked toufu. When we were taking the bus from the village, the students at BBLC, came over to send us off. A few of them cried cause we were all really attached to each other. Then we went shopping in Siem Reap. Haha we all went crazy! It was my first time bargaining and it was fun. Hehe.

The eighth day, we took a 6 hour bus ride over to Penom Penh(the city). Haha that day, my friends and i all happened to wear red together. Once we reached Penom Penh, we went shopping again. And we slept in another hotel. I was still Ms Ajmoon's room mate. And you know what? IT followed us back to the hotel. Cause in the night, when Ms Ajmoon was asleep, i heard someone playing with the water in the toilet.

The nineth day, we went to a dumpsite. You know..people actually live there and theres a kindergarten there. We visited those kids. And once again, they were such a bundle of joy! They taught me 2 new Cambodian games and they took both my hands and started stuffing rings into them. In total, i collected 18 rings. Then we went to the killing field that took place in 1960 during the Cambodian war. It was so recent and sad. They built a 7 floor glass high memorial thingy with all the skulls of the people stacked up there. They also had the clothes of those people in there. They washed it with deodorant. The smell of blood was still in the air and teeth was lying everywhere on the ground. The holes that the soldiers dug to kill the people in were still there too. Then we went to the museum...it was a school but during the war, the soldiers made it a prison. They used bricks and cement to make 10 smaller rooms in that 1 classroom and the people were chained on their legs. They showed us how these people got tortured. A lot of the people there felt very disturbed, they had to wait for us outside the building. Then we went shopping again.

On the last day, neither of us wanted to leave. Cause going back to Spore is like getting back to reality which none of us favoured. Nothing much happened. Daddy picked me up and yeah thats about it.

The day i got back, i met up with Kumari to get her 21st birthday invitation card and NC to watch REC. It not in english but its bloody gross and scary. Its by far the first ever movie i screamed to. And NC freaked me out after the movie. He made up stories about the lift and the stairs. So i made him send me all the way back to my floor. Hahaha.



Saturday, November 15, 2008

3:55 PM

Okay....im going to have to be at the airport at uhh 3.40am in the morning. Am going to Cambodia and wont be back till the 26th of Nov. Aights. Hopefully friendster gives me back my 800 over friends. Argh still pissed with friendster. I used to have 900 plus friends and now i only have 67! Ugh! Disgusting...seriously. And, im not well. I vomitted and feel tired and all and yet, i still need to go to Cambodia or ill have to pay $1240. Hmph!

Sighs..okay im going to have to go to Cambodia feeling positive or ill just not enjoy the 10 days. Till then. See ya!



2:29 AM

Didnt go to school for the Cambodia meeting today. Wasnt feeling well.
Met Divya and bumped into a lot of people.
Then met Jess and explored the new Northpoint.
And then met Dinesh. He picked me up and we went out. Then he sent me home. And we found out that i know all the significant people in his life. Haha what a coincidence. But i really enjoyed myself when i was out with him.

Seriously..i WILL kill myself if what i suspect is true. OMG. Im soo scared. Really..=(



Thursday, November 13, 2008

7:08 PM

We met. He was late by 28mins. But it wasnt his fault. There was a traffic jam. And he really did wake up early this time. It felt so right. And it was a crime out of love. Im sorry and yet again, thank you. =)

Chris Brown - Forever
It's you, and me
Movin' at the speed of light into eternity (yeah)
Tonight, is the night
To join me in the middle of ecstasy
Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you (around you)

Ima take you there, Ima take you there
So don't be scared, I'm right here, you ready
We can go anywhere
Go anywhere
But first, it's your chance
Take my hand
Come with me

It's like I waited my whole life
For this one night
It's gon be me you and the dance floor
Cuz we only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun
And dance forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever (forever)
Ever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever on the dance floor

Feels like were on another level (ohh ahh)
Feels like our loves intertwine
We can be two rebels
Breakin' the rules
Me and you
You and I
All you gotta do is watch me
Look what I can do with my feet, baby
Feel the beat inside
I'm drivin', you could take the front seat (front seat)
Just need you to trust me (trust me)
Girl girl girl
It's like now

It's like I waited my whole life (oh)
For this one night (one night)
It's gon be me you and the dance floor (dance floor)
Cuz we only got one night (ohh)
Double your pleasure
Double your fun (yeah)
And dance forever ever ever (ohh)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever (forever)
Ever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever on the dance floor

It's a long way down
We so high off the ground
Sendin' for an angel to bring me your heart
Girl where did you come from?
Got me so undone
Gazin' in your eyes got me sayin'
What a beautiful lady
No ifs ands or maybes
I'm releasin my heart
And it's feelin' amazing
There's no one else that matters
You love me
And I wont let you fall girl
Let you fall girl (ahh ohh oh oh yeah)
Yeah, I wont let you fall
Let you fall
Let you fall (ohh ohh)
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah

It's like
It's like I waited my whole life (whole life)
For this one night (one night)
It's gon be me you and the dance floor (me you and the dance floor)
Cuz we only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun
And dance forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever
Ever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever on the dance floor

Ohh oh oh oh oh oh ohhh yeah
Forever ever ever ever
Forever ever ohh



1:39 AM

Okay he apologised. And
we made up...
We are meeting tomorrow!
Yay!
Im still upset about something else though...
Ive always remembered this..
''Maybe one day girl..''



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

11:50 PM

Great we had to quarrel...=(
And he is making me cry again...
Tomorrow is off...
I woke up that day..make sure i looked fine..
But he canceled it.
I dont blame him.
But tomorrow is off because of me.
I was soo looking forward to tomorrow..
And i ended up canceling it..
Because he thinks im petty...



8:46 PM

Hmph! I practically wasted my day today..arghh...

Nevermind..something to look forward to tomorrow...meeting him! =D

Just a thought...what would you do if i tell you that im deeply in love with you? That you captured my heart and that i dont want to let go?...



3:40 AM

I ended up not going to IKEA with Cass and Ian. Instead, i met Cass and Nessa and went to ECP with Nessa's boyfriend. Went there in the night luh.
My day however was BAD. I was practically having a bad day. Umm i woke up feeling grumpy, i left my house worrying about finance, my slippers broke on the way when i was crossing a traffic light, i kept dropping everything, an indian lady told me i couldnt eat my mash potato at the MRT station although i wasnt at the top and some banglah disturbed me and asked me for my number! HMPH! But at ECP, a cute one wanted to ask me for mine...so i think. Hahah

Met Viva on the way home. YAY! So nice to see him again. And it was really sweet of him to walk me all the way to my block. I had a good time laughing at him. Hehe..
Okayyy now, i feel like going for a run NOW but i cant..sighs..im going to sleep soon and wake up early and go for that run. =D



Monday, November 10, 2008

9:33 PM

Headed down to IKEA with Cass, Ian and Darl yesterday. Then went to Ians house for dinner. Chinese food.

Today, went to IKEA again with daddy. Bought a photo frame and a book shelf. OH! I bought condoms for myself too. Haha..

Tomorrow, going to IKEA again with Cass and Ian. Im gonna buy cushions and that long thingy.

AND....im craving for chocolates. BADLY! Shit...im becoming addicted to chocolates.



1:44 PM

CONFIRMATION CAMP 2008 - 7-9November 20008
As mentioned earlier, Cass, Shannon and i went over to Teacher Pams house for home made pancakes. Haha that morning, that ding dong(thats cass) woke up late. Hahaha.. AND, that ding dong forgot to bring the tags for the facils so she went home to get it AND, she left her keys at Teacher Pams so i had to go back to her house and pass it to her. Once a ding dong, always a ding dong. Haha..Cabbed down to church, left our bags at the Cathegists room and followed Teacher Pam to Econs and Shop and Save to do shopping for food for the camp. Its a confirmation camp by the way. My friends and i were the facils. Lalala..

Okay so uhh the bus came, we went over to the FMM house. It took only 30 mins! So short....Okay i dont want to be draggy so im gonna do my best and blog about the gist of it. The camp was funnn. My group members and fellow facils were amazing. I was in group 2 called the Revelations. My fellow facils were Joshua and Iggy. My group members were Praise, Berny, Michelle, Alex, Syron, Audrey and Clarissa. You people were WONDERFUL! Hats off to you guys! =D

I think the holy spirit touched me. More like poked me. I was siting, my back against the chair and i felt it kenna poked. I turned around and no one was there. And also, i think it helped me gain my laughter and smiles back and strengthend the bond among my friends and i. I made a lot of new friends through this camp. The food was alright. The games were fun too.

This one game we played - captains fruit. Its the same as captains ball just that we used a fruit. A cut up one so that we will get dirty. MY group kept insisting that i played with them so i did. Haha. Umm after a while, Iggy splashed water onto me from a water bottle. The next thing i knew, a lot of the facils were splashing water on each other. Joshua poured 1.5 litres of water onto me!!! It was fun. Even my group members joined in the fun. Haha.

I only slept after 3am plus during the first night. And the air con was terribly COLD! I should have brought a blanket or something. We didnt stay after the second day. Cass fell sick so Bren and i sent her home. Then i went to Teacher Pams house to pass her something she left behind. She, Shannon and Bings left around 8pm. Then i made my way home. Reached home at uhh 12.10am. And i was uber tired....but i still slept at 3am. Haha.

Oh and this is one of the jokes i can remember. - Someone in the toilet put luxury soap onto his palm and gave the bottle to his other friend saying - ''Dey! Have some luxury da!'' hahahaha!






































Thursday, November 6, 2008

11:21 PM

Whoooo!
Its still Cassie's birthday!!!
Met Shannon at about 2pm to settle the photos and the cards. Woahhh..really a lot of work. BUTTTT it was worth it. Haha...met Shannon at 430pm again and headed over to Teacher Pams. Met Bingei on the way also. Rushed to do the cards and yeahhh PRESTO! It worked out well. =)


Haha its Cassie's birthday and for some reason, what ever we said all sounded wrong!
Scenario1: I kept pestering Shannon to get balloons for the party. Then he said bring your own balloons!
Scenario2: Vanessa looked uber tired. So Bingei asked her...had a rough night? Haha...
Scenario3: Brenda said im a balloon. So i opened my mouth and said...ouhhh okay. Blow me! Hahahaha...

Ohhhh and uhh Teacher Pams food was awesommeee as usual! Haha...
Spagetti and garlic bread..and we had cake and chocolate and raspberry ice cream topped with a walnut, some sour fruit, corn flakes and small cookies. Yummy...

Aights...im staying over at Cassies today. Going to Teacher Pams to eat breakfast - HOMEMADE PANCAKES made with love! =D
And uhhh we are gonna stay up and watch Jumper after Cass is done packing her bag.
Yay...fun fun fun. =)

PS: HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA FENELLA JOSEPH!!!!
I LOVE YOU BABE!!!
FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER....



1:04 AM

Met Shannon and Bings. Did the birthday cards. Then i met NC. We talked and talked and let time pass. Haha...
Its really nice to be in the company of people you like.
Even if it means just sitting together and doing nothing. =))

Anyways, its already the 6th of November....
Soooouuuu
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA FENELLA JOSEPH!!!
My dearest bestest friend. =)
Will be seeing you soonnnn...
HAHA
=)
Love ya babe!



Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1:38 PM

Went for lunch with Kumari just now. At the interchange on our way back, i saw HIM. With another girl...jealousy struck me. And yes i think i like him. But i dont know if im screwing things up by going along with it all. Are we really meant to be soulmates? He always makes me so unsatisfied with myself. And i was supposed to avoid him...sighs...i hate this feeling im having now. I feel so happy when i talk to you and all...but its never REAL. And i bet you are everyones soulmate. Im living in denial. =( Bottom line is, i got jealous seeing you with her.



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

12:40 PM

Okeyyyyy..i am currently HUNGRRRRYYYYYY.
''A hungry girl is an angry girl'' - GET ME MY FOOD!
Hahaha..sorry...i like to amuse myself.
Mummy is cooking Nasi Lemak..
Mmmmm and yes...the very thought of it is already making my mouth water...
Boohooo ive got to wait for it.
Arghhh in time to come...it will arrive.

Aights...anyways, IM GOING BROKE. Seriously broke. =(
And im meeting Cass and Darl later.
Going over to Cassie's place first to uhhh grab photos that she owes me.
And then we are meeting Darl. Or is Darl coming over too?
Im not too sure...but i am sure that Darl will be there. =D
And hopefully we're gonna eat seafood for dinner.
Whoooo!

I seriously have got to start running and going to the gym already.
Starting tomorrow i will.
Im afraid of loosing my stamina.
And i want leg muscles.
Not too much though cause i still wanna be feminine.

Nothing to doooo...Nothing to doooo...=(
Im gonna read luh...but the book im reading is boring.
But noooo..i cant abandon it now..
I read like a quater of it already..
Boooo...right...im boreeddd....



Monday, November 3, 2008

12:29 AM

A continuation from the last post meant for Thurday. Watched The Coffin with NC and Azri. Aiya..still wasnt scary to me luh...sighs... After the movie, we went to our usual park and slacked for a while. Then we headed home...early. I reached my block about 2 mins before midnight which meant HALLOWEEN! But a sad thing happened. I saw one of the cats from under my block lying at the bottom of the stairs dead with blood coming out of its opened mouth. I bet someone threw it down. Whoever did that deserves to pay! SIGHS...

Friday, 31 October 2008

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Went to school in the morning. Us ''Cambodians'' were brought over to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for our 2 injections cause we are going to Cambodia. After the jabs, i rushed home to change and met Cass. Headed down to Novena Square and bought accessories for our Halloween Costumes. Cass went as a witch. A preety one. I went as a devil. Haha and guess what? It was also all saints day. HAHA! We went to NYP. The drama club was having a play and a party. Jess was acting. So we went down to support her and the audience(thats us!) had to dress up too. COOL uh? Yup yup. We definitely had FUN! We also attracted a lot of attention everywhere. Next year, hoping to celebrate Halloween with the churchies. =D









Saturday, 1 November 2008
Met Vincent and Jafar in the morning. Went over to Lavanya's house in Hougang for deepavali. Met Asma, Yoges, Vani and Ashwin there too. We were there from uhh 1pm plus till 730pm. OMG!



After that, Jafar and i went to Marsling because Rathi was having her 21st birthday party. We met a lot of our NUS friends there. Left the place at 1130pm plus. Her party was one of the best 2st's ive been to. =) By the way, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY RATHI!

Sunday, 2 November 2008
Uhh went for mass with the usual clique. And then the confi meeting. Im going as a facilitator. WHOOOO! We cam whored today! =)