holding on

Tuesday, April 27, 2010
5:48 PM

Someone just asked me...so hows school? You know what? I didn't realise this myself. School isEXCELLENT! I'm so super loving my friends. Awesome people really! My lecturers this semester arent bad either. And for some reason, they all know me and my friends already? Haha.

Anyways, dinner-ed with Vinay at pasta mania last Tuesday.

Bumped into a lot of people in school and got their numbers. Finally my contact list is building up! Mugged at Macs with NC on Saturday night till 3am.

Sunday, i made the trip from Yishun to Pasir Ris to Changi possible! =)

Lunched with Paaven and watched Gurushetram -24 hours of anger with Anand yesterday.

This is the first Singapore Tamil movie based on a true story. Everything about it was awesomee from the acting to the story to everything. Simply Marvelous. Definitely looking forward to more Singapore tamil movies like this. To all indians out there, its a must watch! Two thumbs up! :)

Andddd....im loving my baby more than ever! Can't wait to see you again. :)

Gemini

Wednesday, April 21, 2010
11:51 PM

Today is a day to remember...

2 points!

Monday, April 19, 2010
9:41 PM

Today was the start of year 2 semester 1. Woke up late..as usual right???? But i wasnt late for school. Mananged to rush in the nick of time. Anyways, i was listening to 98.7fm while making my way to school and one of the deejays went like "The June holidays are coming soon!" And i went like whaaatt? I JUST STARTED SCHOOL! How ironic right? Saw so many familiar faces today. And i felt so happy to see my friends again. Awesome feeling man.

Hmm skipped the second part of school for something more important. But today was a total epic failure man. Seriously.

Everyone keeps asking....whens your test? Whens your test?

Scary sial! Wish me luck though.

I miss you. But at the same time im hating every single thing about you.

Second thoughts.

Noo! Meshach is going to NS too? Why? Why is everyone leaving? Arghhh!

Friday, April 16, 2010
2:29 AM

Went East Coast with Joanna, Gael, Adeline, Sha, Atiqah and Salam on Wednesday. Had loads of fun roller blading, cycling and kite flying. Thanks peeps for teaching me both! Now i cant wait for school to start. Well, sort of. Saw Mr You Know Who. OMG!

God is a girl. :X

Thursday, April 15, 2010
10:16 PM

Paaven sent me a story to read. And something in the story caught my attention.

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."

Wednesday, April 14, 2010
12:42 AM

Awesome job sound waves!
My favourite was still Yoga's part and Whatcha Say. =)
Wayy to go!

Anyways, meeting the babes in about 11 hours.
I need to get to bed.
I am sleepy anyways.
Goodnight people!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
4:01 PM

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO GOVAN
AND 18th TO GAEL!
TWO VERY VERY AWESOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE..
HAVE A BLAST!
=)

1:12 AM

Just got home. Played counter strike with Sara and Lawrence. OMG! Damn fun. Watched Date night, dinnered at mac and drank liquor afterwards. They walked me home. Thank you!

Monday, April 12, 2010
4:24 AM

Okay its 433am and im going to bed. Ironically, i just heard someones alarm go off. Haha! Toodles!

Sunday, April 11, 2010
2:58 AM

What'cha Say lyrics

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)

Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

12:44 AM

Hokay so im back. Frommmmm dinner with Galvin and Cynthia. Galvin was telling us about his NS stories. OMGGG! Damn interesting can? I feel like signing on now. Haha! But for girls, instead of 3 months BMT, its a whole year. Noooo! Thats practically all i did today luh. Yep yep.

Not feeling very well though. Supposed to go for rehearsals this morning. But i had stomach upset. I think its from the spoilt rice? Or maybe its the prawns. But seriously. I pity myself. I dont get food at home. And when i do, they are 'rotten'. BOOOOO!

Im such a night person. Like its 1248am now. And i feel like playing basketball. Or roller blading. Or i dont know. Just being out. I guess i prefer the nights cause its dark and i like the dark. And its also cool as compared to the scorching heat you have to face in the day. And there are lesser people in the night so its more peaceful. And the roads are wayyyy emptier. Yepp. I think thats about it.

Anyways, lunch for grandmas birthday tomorrow much? Still deciding if i should go. Now im not talking to both granny and daddy. Argh.

Friday, April 9, 2010
3:43 PM

Oh by the way,
Happy belated 18th birtday YIXIUU!
I LOVE YOU!!
Will see you when school reopens. ;)

And to Siva,
Happy 21st dude!

3:32 PM

Alors blogging im encore une fois. En français cette fois. Pourquoi? Haha je ne sais pas .. cause theres rien à faire? Yay im parler à un nouvel ami en ce moment. Et il est mignon! Pas de correction. Il le long avec tous ses amis sont mignons! Yayness.

Clubbing beaucoup plus tard? Mais IVE que j'ai dix dollars sur moi.

À l'heure actuelle, trois choses sont en cours d'exécution dans mon esprit. L'alcool, la musique et lui. Honey tu me manques oh si fort. Et id souhaite juste que tu me donner cette chance. S'il vous plaît ..?

J'ai une dent sucrée grands maintenant. Im envie de fudge au chocolat gâteau!

Thursday, April 8, 2010
3:23 PM

BEWAFA!
I wanna go clubbing!

I know i shouldnt.
But im missing you every single minute and second of each and everyday.
I need a miracle.

3:04 PM

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again...

Wont let you get away-ay- say if we ever meet again.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010
3:53 PM

Went roller blading yesterday.

Right now, the thing that matters most is my heart. I dont want to give it away. Not just like that. Wish there was a way to erase those awful memories.

Saturday, April 3, 2010
5:30 PM

Right now...i need proper advice. I really really do. I need all the help i can get. Cause this is a tough nut to crack.

5:25 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIJAY!
You are one of the mosstttt AWESOMEEEE people i know.
Cheers to all the rocking times we've had.
I love you!
=)

3:21 PM

Try...just TRY having a mosquito bite under your feet. It sucks! Cause you'll need to scratch it. But when you do, you feel both pain and itchyness. OMGGG! Cannot take it. Cannot take it. Cannot take it.

Anyways drank with Ash yesterday. I got high. Was supposed to go to UE square and meet Logan and all to drink but i didnt. Was too high. This whole week, my body has been running 25% on food and 75% on alcohol. Now, i MUST go out at night and i MUST have alcohol. I think im getting addicted. Shucks.

Im happy that at least we talked for a minute and 6 seconds yesterday.
And im also happy that Mr Guru decided to call and talk to me yesterday. Sorry im not always that available.

Friday, April 2, 2010
8:21 PM

Okay so ive not been eating ever since you know what. And by right, im supposed to get gastric. But guess what...i dont have it. But i am sick.

4:51 PM

Baby you know that i miss
you
I wanna get with you
tonight but i cannot
babyboy
and thats the issue
boy u know i miss you
i just wanna kiss you

Text me, call me, i need u in my life
yeah
all that, everyday i need ya
and everytime i see ya my feelings
get deeper
i miss ya i miss ya
i really wanna kiss ya

4:22 PM

much ado about nothing

Thursday, April 1, 2010
4:52 PM

You know...what kept running through my head when it all happened was my life long dream. To just run. Run and not stop till i get hit by a car and slowly bleed to death. Cause the pain was too much for me to handle. And i simply wanted to put a stop to it. A stop to the pain. I somehow think ill do it soon. I dont know when. But just soon. Im sorry.

I just dont know what and who to believe.