Monday, June 28, 2010

3:15 PM

Okay so this is the exam week.
Tuesday - maths
Wednesday - mca lab
Thursday - bme design
Have i studied? NO! So basically im dead. Rushing through maths now. Theres really alott to study luh. Anyways, a lot has been happening in my life the past few weeks. Things im still confused about. People i ought to be angry with but im not. Clubbing, parties and alcohol alcohol alcohol. I guess thats life right. Shit happens. Dont get me wrong. My life hasnt exactly been 100% miserable. There are wonderful things that happened too. Cant wait for this Thursday to come. No not because its my birthday. But because it marks the end of my exams. ONLY. Most probably wanna club this weekend but ive got to find time. Already have three clubbing dates and 1 thanni(alcohol) session pending.

I like this tamil song. Its really nice...its called anbe en anbe.

Argh okay i better get back to studying. Wish me luck =)



Wednesday, June 23, 2010

5:32 PM

19 June 2010 - i saw you again. Never thought i would but i did. Never thought we'd speak again but we did. And now....now because of this, i keep seeing you in my dreams. We keep talking in my dreams. You are still alive there. I miss you soo much. Soo soo much...:(

3 doors down "Here Without You"

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me



Saturday, June 19, 2010

5:05 PM

And after a month or so...i saw your face again. =)



Thursday, June 10, 2010

3:03 AM

3.03am. Im mugging for Biology exam tomorrow. And i feel sick. And im addicted to Thuli Thuli when i should be studying. And im messaging Nathan now.

So the pharynx has three subdivisions : nasopharynx, oropharynx and the laryngopharynx.
Haha okay im off!

*When i get older, i will be stronger....*




Sunday, June 6, 2010

10:07 PM


Every now and then, i cry myself to sleep. It sucks. Feeling sad on the inside and having to put up a good front. But i find it a relief to let things out once in a while. Im such an idiot! So blinded by everything and self centered. Im so sorry. And im wishing and praying every single day that you'll come back. No ones gonna be good enough. Theres never a day that ive not thought about you. I miss you. :(

Miley Cyrus - When i look at you

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.