Saturday, December 27, 2008
2:36 AM
I cried on Christmas...i had to find that out on Christmas...really am out of words...its like...a nightmare...a really bad dream i want to wake up from...i love you...really do...please dont go...please please please dont go....
cried myself to sleep yesterday...
my christmas has still been ruined somehow...
i love you...
=(
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
11:25 PM
Alright...ive been busy with painting my house, baking cookies and shopping for the past few days. And guess what? Before i even realised it, ITS ALREADY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! Merry Christmas everyone! =D
Friday, December 5, 2008
1:23 PM
I couldnt sleep...i kept crying...i just couldnt sleep...at all...=(This years Christmas is gonna be worse than than last years. Im not going to bother shopping for myself. Theres no point.Theres nothing to celebrate..I dont know what to do....=(This really hurts...
Will i ever stop crying?
1:36 AM
I feel like such a loser!
12:55 AM
This years Christmas is going to be like crap for me. I broke my own heart. I asked for it..its my fault...=( Its been a really long time since i felt like this....
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
12:15 AM
It was the 1st of December 15 mins ago and this post is meant for the 1st of December. Its amazing how time flies by so fast without us realising it. Just 1 more month till 2009.But lets not get upset over the fact that we are getting older.Instead, on the microscopic view, lets look on the bright side of life as Christmas just around the corner! 24 more days and Christmas...here i come!Im getting a little excited. Gonna clean my room tomorrow and paint my room soon. The living room is already painted.Yay! Christmas food, deco, presents, the joy of being with your loved ones..i cant wait!
Monday, December 1, 2008
6:02 PM
Arghhh....im bored...very very bored! Everyone seems to be so far away...And...i feel soooo i dont know...lost...Theres nothing to do and i hate this feeling.=(I dont know if i did the right thing....regrets...
