Sunday, December 13, 2009

12:05 AM

Met Nessa and Ishaan for dinner on Thursday.
Haha that night was definitely one to remember luh.
We were all 'high' on nothing.
Haha!

Watched New Moon yesterday night.
I loved it.
But for those who yet to read the book,
You will be lost.
It was also my friend's birthday on the 11 of December.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LAWRENCE!

Today(12 dec 09), met the clique.
Oh yes i did!
Haha..
Uhmmm we talked things out.
Settled issues..
And hopefully, we are back to normal again.
I know i am.
=)

I hate my sister. Acting like you bloody hell dont want me in the family. NBCB! I mean if you are pissed with someone, dont effing go to the extent of keeping your damn mouth shut and showing attitude! Like what the fuck is going through that brainless head of yours huh? Seriously! 24 years old and yet you are acting like a 10 year old. Grow up can? I'd do the rational thing and come confront you like my friends and i do but noooooo i already KNOW you. Nothing to assume cause i grew up with you. You will just bloody ignore me. What else can i do but stand back and bear all your shit? I HATE YOU!

Sometimes i wish i had an elder sibling whos more there for me. More supportive of me. Someone i CAN talk to about things. This is why my friends are my family. Its them and only them who i talk to about stuff. They know me better than my own sis. Let that act as a slap on your face!

Damn pissed luh. Theres an effing insect in my room. And my sis is occupying the hall. So where do i go to? The kitchen. Yes. I AM sitting in the kitchen on the floor in the dark and crying. Tried going down to cry for a while. But guess what? A fucking banglah was fucking following me! CB! I SWEAR IM GONNA CALL THE POLICE ON YOU THE NEXT FUCKING TIME YOU BOTHER TO MOVE THAT GOD DAMNED LEGS OF YOURS TO FOLLOW ME AROUND. I SWEAR I WILL DO IT! I SWEAR! I SWEAR! I SWEAR!

Oh and thank you people for cheering me up. Really helps when theres someone there to comfort you when you are down. =)

And thank you Brenda and Ishaan for guiding me through finding a solution to free my room of the insect. And also for being there for me when i was really really really really really scared.
I love you people! :D

Today,(still referring to the Saturday), i grew up.
I learnt a few lessons.
3 to be in particular: N/A
D/D
A/L first
and
Just C each other even if we intend to kill each other in the end.
=)

Okay this is a long post...im off to bed.
Nights!