Then again..something else happened and i feel...lighter on the inside...i was crying really badly about something that happened the day after my 18th birthday. Really really badly...and i was soo hurt. I still am..FUCK...im feeling the hurt unwinding itself within me again...but yeahh i told Vicky everything. I never told anyone..i mean how could i? But i told Vicky. Cause i trust him...and he was sooo sooo pissed...but i convinced him not to do anything. And i guess we are back to being friends. Im grateful for that...=)