Saturday, went to Pasir Ris for Shermans 6th birthday party. It was alright. Fun for him. But as usual, i was bored. I mean theres no one around my age at least to talk to. And its as though the adults keep thinking that im younger thus they behave a little differently to me. I also HATE it that they treat me like a child when im already 18! But when i was about to leave...Sherman came to me and hugged me very tightly and said i love you. And my dad and i kissed each others cheeks before leaving. I felt nice. Its been so long....Oh and when i was about to leave, Uncle Nitti decided to send me to the bus stop although its a 7min walk out. Haha we kinda got lost cause i couldnt recognise the bus stop in the dark. :P We found it in the end though...thanks for the ride! =) Sherman is my younger brother by the way.
The food at his party...
Sunday, met Cass for breakfast at mac. Really got to stop spending so much cash. Anyways, missed her. And we couldnt hang for long cause she had to go to work. But i started talking about Ash and i really really miss him lots... Called him that night...talked for about an hour...things didnt really go well..its not been going well for some time. Im sick of having to put up with your nonsense! Oh and some guy followed me home...LOL!
Monday, the only good thing that happened was that Suria hugged me cause i passed him his lost phone. Got a B,B for Communication Skills....wahhh bad...really really bad. Must buck up...
Today, came to school in a bad mood. But this malay uncle....a hair dresser from the market at my place caught me by surprise. He suddenly came to me and was like HEELLLLOOOOO....going to school? Haha that kinda made me smile...cause i dont know him but the did that. Haha=) And then in school, i felt like crying during EPC(phy). I think im the lowest in class for the test. I practically failed! I failed maths too...by 1 mark. But its still bad! All my friends got wayy better marks than me. What the fuck!?!? Im PISSED with myself. And i feel uber stupid. Its as though my brain cells died on me. Its not fair..it just isnt! Some people dont need to work so hard yet they can score or be the best...get what they want...whereas theres people like me who needs to work damn hard to achieve what i want...Life really sucks...and seriosuly...who'd knew poly would be this tough? And im effing tired right now..slept around 3am plus. Was working on maths..sighs....am absolutely unhappy with life. And ofcourse i aint stating any of the reasons why i am down...