Wednesday, October 1, 2008
5:15 PM
Why? Why now? I hate the devil...absolutely HATE the devil...the devil is doing all this to me..and now of all times...Vicky drank milk from china and fell sick so she took medicine and was allergic to it. Shes now in the hospital...Tan Tock Seng cause theres water in her lungs. Furthermore...my exams - maths and history is on Friday and i have to study..if i dont make it, ill get kicked out of school. This morning my dad called and asked me to follow my sis there. But like...i need to study and told him that he was like okay go and study then. BUT,.,.he was upset and angry. I could tell. And my friends...sometimes i think that they dont understand what im doing too. I cant always be with them although i want to...i really really do. But i have to study and pass my A levels and go to a University and make my dream come true...=(My sis went over to my grandparents today to bring them to the hospital. My grandmother said my dog..Samy is gonna pass away very soon. My exams are this Friday and im not ready...not one bit..And i wanted to go to the airport straight after my exam this Friday and have my own quiet time relaxing...but....i have to bring my mum. And i dont want to cause its uber tiring for me having to travel here and there and also...i just dont like being with her..Its always my family thats putting all that extra pressure on me...=( And i really cant take it..And HE is always taking my loved ones away from me...pradeep, my dad, Randy...now Samy...=(
