holding on

Wednesday, October 8, 2008
3:13 AM

Okay....went to NC's place...technically yesterday. Haha we watched Army Daze and ordered canadian pizza. His house was really NICE! Ummm yeahh then we went back to Yishun and met up with Azri, George and Cass. We took photos. Haha Azri cam-whored with my lap top. George treated us to Eagle Eye...Yes...i watched it again. Hahaha. But still...THANK YOU GEORGE!!! Azri and NC treated us to food. I had nachos with NC and my own Cookie dough ice cream. After the movie, Cass and George went home. Azri, NC and i went to the park near Northpoint and talked about love life and all. Haha..then we went to Mac and ate and talked and talked and yeahhh...Then Azri went home and NC and i were slacking under my block. And my sis called and when i got home...i got busted. She started shouting at me cause it was 3am etc. She said shes gonna tell my parents about this tomorrow. SHIT!

Ohwells....things to worry about:
1. My parents screwing me tomorrow.
2. Uhhh RESULTS!!!
3. Not being able to go to the Yatra chalet.
4. What if they take my handphone and lap top away.
5. Uhh him...
6. OH GOD...PLEASE HELP ME! Its not as though i was taking drugs and having sex right?!?!?!?

I CHRISTINE SAMANTHA FRANCIS SOLEMLY SWEAR...
if i really do get screwed tomorrow and if it gets worse cause of my results...im commiting suicide. Ive got way too much ego to handle this kind of shit. So yeahh be prepared to loose me. And yes im serious. Ill be sad though that i never got the chance to get married and wear a white gown and start a new family and life on my own and migrate to Australia and get my own dog and car and my built in closet and loose soo much weight and be the next best athlete and the next best dancer and form my own band and still be around with my friends and make it to NUS or any University and win his heart. Sighs...