Saturday, October 25, 2008
3:55 PM
By far, this is the biggest failure in my life!
And yes, ill be embarking on a new journey..
I just feel so alone...i dont know if ive made the right decision.
So many regrets.
And words cant seem to substitute its place.
Why god?
Why me?
Why now?...why like this?
I want to reach my aim, my goal, my future.
I want to start a new life.
And leave the merciless past behind where it belongs.
Cant seem to let go...
Is it more of a dream or is it still reality.
So many ambitions...so many goals.
Can i achieve it all?
I hope soo..
NO!
I jolly well make it all happen!
And YOU!
You did this to me...
You made me sin...
You made me unsatisfied with myself.
I HATE you!
Im not going to let you stand in my way anymore.
You had your days..
Now its over..
Its time i take my toll,
And show you who and what i really am.
Nothing more than a competition you are to me..
Well read my lips:
I dont meet competition...
I GET RID OF THEM!
So be prepared to taste your own medicine
Because in time to come,
You are going to face the biggest set back you have by far experienced in your life!
