Thursday, September 4, 2008
8:05 PM
I keep asking myself if theres something that ive done wrong...But i cant seem to find any answers...And theres just sooo many problems now...I dont know what to do...Family...friends...school...myself...I want to end it all now...And sometimes i do ask myself if i was ever meant to live this long...Im well aware of how selfish im being here...But i cant take it already...I dont know what to think...How come this kind of thing always happens to me..I dont mind once or twice for me to learn something out of...But why a zillion times?Did i not learn anything the first few times?I need answeres quick...Or these next few days might be my last...