Thursday, September 4, 2008

8:05 PM

I keep asking myself if theres something that ive done wrong...
But i cant seem to find any answers...
And theres just sooo many problems now...
I dont know what to do...
Family...friends...school...myself...
I want to end it all now...
And sometimes i do ask myself if i was ever meant to live this long...
Im well aware of how selfish im being here...
But i cant take it already...
I dont know what to think...
How come this kind of thing always happens to me..
I dont mind once or twice for me to learn something out of...
But why a zillion times?
Did i not learn anything the first few times?
I need answeres quick...
Or these next few days might be my last...