Thursday, July 10, 2008
7:53 PM
These past few days, ive been very emotionally depressed. I dont know why. Time seems to pass by uber fast too. And sleep...i just cant seem to sleep. I didnt go to school today. Oh did i mention that i didnt go to school on Tuesday also? Bleahh. I didnt go to school cause i just didnt feel like it. I know...bad aye? I shouldnt be like this. Starting from tomorrow, ive got to pick myself up and move on. Ive got to change. GOD HELP ME!
This is to my friend. Ill never forget everything you did for me. I remember what you did when Randy past away. I was very touched! You were the first to know. And yet, unlike other guys who would run away, you accompanied me that very night. You were always there then no matter what. Im upset about us now because, we used to be close. I felt this connection. One i dont get anymore. And i know you may be close to other girls too but i thought that you and i had something. No. Not love. Im talking about friendship. Now...especially with that rumour and all...it feels like everything is gone. =( We've moved on...yeah. But...we just arent close anymore. No more night calls whereby i used to enjoy talking to you. No more long chats on msn. We dont share our problems with each other anymore. We keep things from each other. This sucks really. I told myself that god sent you to me. I thanked him a zillion times. When ever we fight, i always ask him to help me. I always ask him to do something so that we will be on talking terms again. He did answer my prayers. But..i miss you. Terribly....please please please come back. Do you know that whenever you are upset, i get upset too? Thinking about you makes me emotionally depressed. Right now...i feel like crying...=(
This is to my friend. Ill never forget everything you did for me. I remember what you did when Randy past away. I was very touched! You were the first to know. And yet, unlike other guys who would run away, you accompanied me that very night. You were always there then no matter what. Im upset about us now because, we used to be close. I felt this connection. One i dont get anymore. And i know you may be close to other girls too but i thought that you and i had something. No. Not love. Im talking about friendship. Now...especially with that rumour and all...it feels like everything is gone. =( We've moved on...yeah. But...we just arent close anymore. No more night calls whereby i used to enjoy talking to you. No more long chats on msn. We dont share our problems with each other anymore. We keep things from each other. This sucks really. I told myself that god sent you to me. I thanked him a zillion times. When ever we fight, i always ask him to help me. I always ask him to do something so that we will be on talking terms again. He did answer my prayers. But..i miss you. Terribly....please please please come back. Do you know that whenever you are upset, i get upset too? Thinking about you makes me emotionally depressed. Right now...i feel like crying...=(